Kendrick Avant

Gratitude Journal Day #164: Monday, 3/15/21

Mondays don’t scare me because I keep a Gratitude Journal. I’m ALWAYS looking for stuff to add, write, talk about so WHAT day it is, matters less.

3.) I didn’t punk out when my supervisor wanted me to do OT – Look what I said, “I’ll do ALL OTs if I get Fridays off”. That’s that BOSS move because I don’t trust this company at all. 🀫 The turnover rate is higher than my days at Taco Bell and I’ve written an entire post to review the experience. It’s the most stressful job I’ve ever had and I’ve had to teach, WHILE school administration “mandated” I couldn’t be in the same hallway, meeting, cafeteria, library, nothing as another teacher. Dawg, and the colonizer was on MY teaching team! I know; you’re confused and so was I. *crosses heart* I was teaching my ass off while the colonizer across the hall accuses ME of intimidating her and she threatened to sue the school district for workplace blah blah blah. πŸ™„ That was stressful. This? This is worse AND I’m disabled, during a pandemic. That’s why I’m grateful and proud of myself for saying NO. *bows* I’m learning to treat my damn self like the King I am becoming.

2.) Queen wants to INVEST in my new approach – Its a 🎰… (Can y’all see the slot machine emoji? I’m trying to say it’s a gamble.) *deep breathe* It’s scary AF but sooo liberating. Matter fact, it’s probably why I felt confident enough to tell my supervisor NO to that OT request. I’ve been up past midnight, putting together and building a product that encompasses *shaking head* Here. We. Go. I’m grateful for her support. (Naw, I ain’t fixing to quit nothing, bout to quit nothing, PLANNING on quitting a damn thing. We just talking dreams and I’m letting y’all in on how I’m operating.🀴🏾)

1.) FINALLY started working on my first official product – *nodding head* MINE is gonna be worth it because of how WE… *sits up straight in wheelchair* I mean, I appreciate the attention and all but it’s a secret. I’m giving no specifics until further notice. πŸ€£πŸ€£πŸ€£πŸ»πŸ§‘πŸΎβ€πŸ¦Ό Grateful for the energy to begin immediately and the knowledge to start now. At this point, I’ve failed at a lot of careers. The product is a process but when it’s done, we’re going to help a lot of people.

Previous entry of Gratitude: Sunday, 3/14/21

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