Kendrick Avant

Gratitude Journal Day #623: Saturday, 5/14/22

*bows* Are YOU good?

4.) Sun felt good – Iโ€™ve intended to sit outside a few days this week. Today, I did because kid #4 had soccer. Grateful there was a big, โ€˜ol shade tree to hide from heat waves!

3.) No hangover for me! – First time getting wasted in over 90 days. ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿฝ. I was scared Iโ€™d wake up sick but nope. Cheers to me! Iโ€™m making videos all day and a hangover would kill my looks.

2.) I got gifts! – The homie bought me T-shirts with messages on each. That filled my bucket. Itโ€™s another affirmation people are paying attention. Itโ€™s a live message to myself that my people care about me. She spoke about how she watched my stuff, knew I was hurting, struggling to keep my head. I was, I am. Her talks and comments were deep shots to my mental space. Iโ€™ve been low AF, trying to maintain, keep it playa and build. I have not taken any time to settle my own emotions, leaving me sensitive to everything. Today, Iโ€™ll start that by taking time to meditate, get away from building shit and chill. Itโ€™s a process so I can be better at this.

1.) Breakfast-in-bed – S/O to kid #4! After a night of heavy drinking, heavier emotions, piss poor mobility, I needed breakfast. She made the Queen a couple of sandwiches. I got a huge bowl of fruit. AND she cleaned the kitchen without being told or asked. ๐Ÿคœ๐Ÿฝ๐Ÿค›๐Ÿฝ

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